is the silence of the sun. A window.

A door. Things that shouldn’t be.

A clock is the wisdom of a month,

laughing at me in rolling laughs.

I told you in something in-between,

something over here in French.

If you are curious find me.

Study, again. See if you can overcome the obstacles,

the CAPD. Try. And in return I will give you a candle holder

like I have. Green like a lantern, but for a candle. Buy me

a candle holder and relearn your French.

She said it was real. I had a friend named Eddie.

Who only lived to 28. The part of my brain that stores

memories to look back on didn’t.

And perhaps those memories can’t be found.

I had a friend named Eddie. And only a few memories.

I am balancing between respects. In my family

no one talks of Disneyland. One.