Can anything hold in measure to spend your life on?
Yes easily. Any number of things. Just pick one. Why not.
One is any better than the other. You wont waste your life.
You will have decided what you want out of life and gone for it.
At the end of your life will you have regrets? Perhaps.
If you have them for many different reasons. For me,
I would wanted to have done some good.
And I think we did and I am satisfied. I think that we saw in the 70’s
a fraying of World culture and wanted to join others to help counter it.
You see how chaotic the world, especially our country is right now.
I think we saw that on the horizon and worked to try and soften it.
I am not saying that is what we did. I have little memories to go on.
That is my closest assessment and what would matter the most to me.
I don’t want the split that we have in our country. The last two weeks I have
recovered from the depression and the trauma from the diabetes from over
the last four years. But I got stuck wondering what my purpose in life was.
And today I remembered there is no purpose. I have done what I wanted in
life already. And now I am just trying to enhance my daily life through
hobbies that encourage my wellbeing. So this post is a note to myself
in the future if my mood changes one day to remember, I have thought this
through. And for me my time now is simple, for me. Go to Subway and have
a nice night out. Did we accomplish what we needed? I am not sure.
September 