My father was a multi-millionaire many times. I once asked him
to buy Eddie for me once I had met him. I said to my father…
I know you are a millionaire (I was very young, around four)
can you buy Eddie for me so he will always be there.
I was very concerned. It was before I was hurt and Eddie and I had met.
And I asked my dad if he would buy Eddie who I had just met
for me. Did he say yes?
In 1966 I was severally hurt. I had a social worker provided
by the Chief of Staff of Sacred Heart. And she brought me to
the FBI. The head of my father’s National Security Clearance out
of Seattle. My father’s company was already under investigation.
My father was fined by the government $1 million
and forced into a merger with his to be second company,
where the assets of his multimillion dollar company went.
My Social Worker helped arrange the location we were to live in.
And it centered around an experimental open concept school for Geniuses
and Disabled children for my rehab for CAPD and langauge.
And it happened to be the city by chance that Eddie lived in
which is why my father knew Eddie’s family when he would come through on
his way to Mississippi. And Eddie was a Genius going to
this school two years older than I. Where is he now? I talk with him every day.
And I live a life of others and a past that belongs to them and always will.
I said vanish. And all that means is vanish. And I have done that. I surfaced
five years ago and am recuperating from age and health issues and PTSD.
