Don’t get me wrong in my life I am not someone suffering on PTSD in poverty. It is true. I have lost considerable vision in my left eye from diabetes from a stroke in my left eye from my PTSD. We tried to control it. I have a benign cyst on the left side of my brain that we have discovered from when I was injured as a child that likes anti-seizure medication. And there is the PTSD, but this is not the life of a man suffering from the collapse of his life. I lived… because the cheap hotel kept me on the strip. Right know that is all I can say. It kept me on the strip where I needed to be. And I do not mind.