I had a picture

I had a picture of myself on my Gold bicycle.

I had a cowboy hat. And a holster. And a cap gun.

I was eight years old.

I had a picture of myself

when all that mattered was Santa.

I was five and I was standing off to

his right. Did I believe in him. I give you

a clue at least to how I thought.

Believing or not believing was not

defined the same way in a kids vocabulary.

It was just Santa Claus.

And we were equals.

I had a picture of my friends

in my year books. I have no family or

relationships. I had a career.